Music Is My Life

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2009-06-28T15:22:00.010+08:00

Hmm, we (jacob, tet, guga, thesiga and I) had Jack Daniel's and Absolut Vodka yesterday. We shared many meaningful topics as we're downing the drinks, got closer with everyone and saw a different side to everyone. They gave us all names, it was Guga - The JailBird, Jacob - The Mafia Boss, Thesiga - The Religious One, Tet - The One Who Prays To The Cup and Danny - The Boy Next Door. Haha.The night was just great and I'm sure that the rest thinks the same too. We got the girls cabs home at around 2200hours+ cause' they had to be back home around that time, I lepak-ed with jacob for abit after that. Again we talked shit but we did exchange some pointers on some of the problems we were currently facing. I can't really remember what exactly happened, but lets try to let the pictures explain. (:

PS: If y'all are wondering, I think thats Tetrina praying to the little cup. how cute. (:

Catching up..

2009-06-26T21:21:00.011+08:00

Hmm I've realised that I have not been blogging for quite sometime. Last Friday, 19/06/09, met up with guga, jacob, syafiq, khai, thaslim, lya and liyana at Habib @ Gombak. It was like a reunion, except that fareed wasn't there as he was working the midnight shift. Cracked stupid jokes, talk shit and whatnot. We all left at around 10 cause' jacob had his driving practical, it was actually great to see all of them especially jacob and thaslim as they're no more in ITE and I only get lepak with them once in a while.

The next day, 20/06/09, met up with syafiq, guga and amirah and followed guga to get her ears pierced. Headed to the library after that to stone, didn't do much, Imma post some pictures that we took the other day out of boredom.

Yeah thats about it for that day..

Okay, yesterday, I went for the Entrepreneurship club bbq. Only I, guga, amirah, thesiga, syafiq, jiawen and zhenling attended from our class. We reached east coast park at around 1700hours and went to meet others from the club. Hmm, I feel that most of them there are okay except for a select few, whose faces are so stuck up that I wanna just beat the shit outta them. Thesiga kinda agreed with me too, and oh yeah, thesiga's boyf came along too. We all ended up having our dinner at burger king and return the bicycles that we rented earlier. Returned to the pit and chilled around, playing the guitar and stuff. Finally got to bbq some food for ourselves, chat with some of the other ex-etp members and left ecp at around 0030hours. Headed to jurong west, near guga's place to ton and we had a fucking long ass night there. Too lazy to talk about it, but you guys should know what we've been through. HOMELESS. ahahaha. Will upload the pictures of the bbq when I get them.

Today! Reached home at around 1100hours, was so fucking exhausted but I couldn't sleep. So I had my lunch and sat in front of the TV. Fell asleep at around 1300hours and khai fucking disturbed my sleep, woke me up at around 1600hours asking me to lepak. Met him at around 1700hours and left at around 2000hours. Talked about both meaningful and meaningless stuff, he made me realise the mistakes that I've recently made in my life. He's actually a great advisor but he talks alot of shit at the same time. I know he meant well and I do hope things will turn out right for me. Hmm having a 4 way cross-junction chat with jacob, tet, guga, jacob is planning to meet tomorrow for a drinking session. Thats all I have to say for now..

Its been two weeks. I don't really know what I'm doing, whether its right or wrong. What I do know is, I miss you. ϋ

High on hopes.

2009-06-14T15:18:00.010+08:00

Just something I found in my E-mail, quite accurate..

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SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now..

Its like when you're ready to commit into something or someone, things just won't go right. Maybe its just me, I'm kinda new to this, maybe I'm not good enough. Something I do know is, everyone has to take a shot at something before they will know the outcome. Somethings in life just can't be planned, maybe thats what got me into this in the first place.
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Okay, to sidetrack from all that, I got my lips pierced.. It didn't hurt at all, but the healing/swelling is a little uncomfortable. Anyways, I wanted a snakebite piercing but I decided to just do on one side first. Like what my friend said, once you started piercing, you will want to do more. Its like an addiction. Anyways, I have came up with some new ideas for a new song. So hang around for my new song.
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To Tetrina Toh Yixin, you always stood by me, I think you are a really true friend. Whether its in school or some other matters, I found out that I haven't really thank you for being there for me, so here I am blogging about you. Not forgetting Guga the bird. pssh.

I'm not like the others and I'm here to stay, rockstarrr.

2009-06-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

What a lousy weekend for me..but thanks to those who gave me the courage and support to even take part in it. As you all know I took part in the Singapore Idol competition, I didnt even make it into the second round of auditions. I stayed out the whole night, perspired and got sunburn while queuing up, all that for nothing.
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At first I was not really pissed off/disappointed, but I noticed the judges went for the 'whole package' kinda thing while they left out the true talents. Not saying only for my sake, but there's this girl whose voice is soooooooo amazing to me but she was not chosen. I cant say much but there are some contestants which I think do not deserve to be put through to the next round, not saying that I deserve it or anything but I'm sure that girl does deserve that shot.
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but looking on the bright side, my third and latest/hottest single is now completed, just need to record it and it will be ready for your ears. Once again, its titled 'Take A Chance', which is a continuation of my two other songs.
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I really appreciate it when TET cheered me up when I didnt make it into the next rounds and she said 'I see potential in you'. I felt a little touched and yeah, this is why we are 'brother and sister', if y'all get what I mean..hahahahahaha.
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Anyways, I just got back and its time to sleep..

Take A Chance

2009-06-02T21:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my first day on the job at Gloria Jean's Coffee. My shift was from 5-11pm, I was taught how to do 'Chillers' which are the ice blended drinks and buzzing, which means cleaning and clearing the tables. Though the job was abit tiring as I had to stand the whole time I was there and there were many drinks to remember, I actually enjoyed doing my job.

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Thanks to those who wished me luck on my first day of work, appreciate it people. Thanks to Fareed, Aidil, Zul and my supervisor, Nura for teaching me the ropes and helping me out. I'll be working this friday again, same shift and I'll be camping for my SG idol auditions straight after work. Wish me luck for the auditions people, I have confirmed the song I'm going to sing- 'Three Cheers For Five Years' by Mayday Parade.

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And last but not least, I'm working on a new song called 'Take A Chance', this song is a continuation of my other two songs 'The One' and 'Once Upon A Time'. The song 'Take A Chance' is basically about what is happening in my life right now and yeah sometimes you just have to take a chance and see what happens.

Things are looking good...

2009-05-29T23:23:00.008+08:00

I got the job at Gloria Jean's Coffee at Cineleisure, start work on monday. I am feeling pretty good right now. My pay is sooooo going to my bike license and subsequently work and save up for a decent bike.

And sorry to Lya, I messed up the post you did for me. You know me, I'm dumb and clumsy so don't take offence barbyyyy. Friends Forever?

And btw I've narrowed my song choice to either 'Three Cheers For Five Years' or 'When You Say Nothing At All'. SG idol audition's in a week, I would lie if I said I'm not nervous..

Time will tell everything..

This song...

2009-05-27T21:34:00.007+08:00

Title: A Lonely September

Artist: Plain White T's

Album: STOP

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then,we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills, the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

and oh, 4th June is my TPS CA. No big deal though, and uhm many project deadlines to meet. School is really killing my mood these days. Kay thats all.

Don't Feel Too Good

2009-05-24T01:26:00.006+08:00

Hmm didnt do much today, same old routine.

Got my blogskin changed, thanks to Natasha.
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Nothing much to say but there's many thoughts running through my head..

Perhaps its time for some self-reflection..

Revamped?

2009-05-23T14:50:00.012+08:00

A quick shoutout to my Grandma, Happy 68th Birthday to my Favouritest Grandma and uhm I LOVE YOU!

I deleted my old posts, just felt like doing it..

I think I might be back to blogging, I'll blog when I have the time. I guess.

I have not yet decided on what song to sing for my audition, have been asking around, here are what people think I should sing and some are what I would like to sing:

1)Once Upon A Time- Danny (Original Song)

2)Three Cheers For Five Years- Mayday Parade

3)The Kill- 30 Seconds To Mars

4)Always Be My Baby- David Cook

5)I'm Yours- Jason Mraz

Feel free to leave me your opinions on what I should sing..

Lastly, I think I need a new Electric Guitar because my Roland Cube 30 amplifier is rotting at the edge of my room.

Anyone want to get me one?

Finally updating

2009-05-23T01:43:00.012+08:00

First of all, I have the sudden urge to blog.

To update y'all on what has been going on in my life:

1)lepak

2)guitar

3)teach guitar

4)school

5)and more lepak-ing
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Current Favourite Song: Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade.

Okay thats about it, I finally updated my blog rockstarrr.
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and btw, I'm joining Singapore Idol, give me your moral support friends and family!